♥ Friday, September 28, 2007 ♥
gosh. just looked thru all my subjects grade and it stated tat i only pass 3 subjects. wtf. how to make it to o-level seh. with the attitude and speed im gg now, i donnoe if i can pass my o-level and get into my course. my dream course tat determine my future.
so im quite happy tat i got the 7th position in class. yahoo. but i can still do much better and score well. haiz. right now position isnt important. wat worry me the most is my L1R4 point which is 28. and i seriusly cannot go anywhere. i mean can go poly ah but nursing course which i hate the most and wont choose it even there is no more other choices. instead i will prefer gg ITE- higher nitec than gg to nursing course. jus hate to see blood. yucks.
so gonna discipline myself and study everyday till the end of o-level. after o-level can enjoy. susah2 dulu, senang2 kemudian. understand. so i will attend every remedial lesson or extra lesson even on weekends. come to school everyday and most important, hav an one to one lesson with any subject teachers. to understand more. duh.
&&&. the theme for this yr grad nite has change and its almost the same as the theme in durnean sec and i donnoe how it cud be the same, but nvm the venue will be different. hehe. its RED CARPET. wow. many choices man.! haha. so wat am i gg to dress up as? gwen stefani? wear a gown or dress? i wonder. but friends gonna makeover me. wow. i gonna have a makeover! yeah! and its gonna be pretty. hehe. i can show u my pic tat cuzzin make over me if u don believe me. haha
so enuf of tat. no more fun for now. concentrate ppl! study hard. tats wat mdm shafiee always say. and im gonna listen to her for once. chey. so gotta go now. gotta do some defination on phy topics. and tmr gotta show it to mr koh. haiz.
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
♥ Tuesday, September 25, 2007 ♥
school are super quiet today. we the 5n2 are the only ones who made a lot of noise. oops. haha. well today super tired. laughed alot today. donnoe why. guess its been a long time we sit in class to study. as u noe for the past few days we were having prelims in the hall. omg. did badly for my prelim.
gonna get a scolding from parents. till now i stil haven tell my parents abt it. haiz. im gonna give them a suprise. let them see my report book and they will be shock. i mean super shock of their life. kwang3. haha. wat to do. if cant study already, wat for study right. waste time. actuali i hav the feelings of quitting school. i cant handle stress and i get mad easily and give up easily. gosh. tats bad. wow.
haiz. tats life. without education, u going nowhere. no future. no thing. except tat if u hav talents ah. u might still go far in life. brother had graduated in poly, he finished his NS in tekong and now he became an officer and hes in SAFTI now. will be back mlm raya. haiz. proud of him.
when can i finish my secndary life. when? i had enuf of school. let me hav a break man! "be patient. be patient" tats wat ppl always say to achieve in life. but everyone has their own limits to patient. honestly, i follow my dad's attitude. one of our bad attitude is tat we are not a very patient person. so don mess with us.
plan to buka at mirdza hs on of this days. hmm. hope everything go as plan. no disappointment pls. P.E was super cool and fun. played volleyball which we donnoe how to play. i mean surf the ball. haha. so jupiter and neptune one team while mercury and venus one team. gosh we play like hell. kept hitting the ball. dammit! sakit seh tangan. merah oi lps tu panas lak tu.but im still fasting. although now thirsty. tahan je. haha. so gotta end it b4 my dad reach home from werk. gotta clean up my brother's room by saturday. tats dad's order this yr. haiya. hari raya is coming and so is o-level. yahoo!na na na nana na na nayou are the music in me.
♥ Friday, September 21, 2007 ♥
TEMPORARY UNAVAILABLE.
anithing jus give me a beep ok.
thank for you co-operation.
all the best for EYE, N-Level and O-Level.
♥ Friday, September 14, 2007 ♥
ok i had enuf of my computer. super slow, cannot detect virus (actuali can, install all the ant-virus protection but still accept virus. stupid!) i want a new computer! k nvm. be patient. next yr i make sure i enter poly so tat i can use the excuse of buying a laptop. wow. prasan.so had maths paper 2 today.1 more paper to go. yahoo. i can do all the qns excpt tat every qns, theres at least 1 part i did not do. haha. its like a pattern man! i really wanna pass my maths this time. pls ms wee. make me pass. or else i use black magic. oh oh. today the second day of puasa and honestly i feel hungry now. my stomach kept making a lot of noise as i did not eat rice today. instead i ate coco krunch. and time seem to pass so slowly unlike yesterday. the best way is to go library, study, really look into books and i assure you tat by the time u finish ur revisions, it will be ard 6 plus. trust me. im a girl. haha. tat wats kelly tshirt stated. cool shirt gerl. so this fasting mth i will be like spending my time at the lib, studying, anything find me there k. and i will cut down on my sms. pls pls CALL me instead of sms-ing me. omg. if dad knows my bill for this mth, hes gonna take away my hp. no!! but den i can still live. bluek. except tat its gonna be a long journey and boring if i were to travel. tats all.ok. damn bored right. gonna stop here. gonna watch some dvd till 7pm. or slip. haiya. so damn bored! bored! wat shud i do? anyone got an ans? no? then shut up! haha. ape saje lar. argh!btw msn is getting worse. i so stupid tat i accept what my cuzzin send me but den it wasnt her who send it. its auto send. wtf. oops! sowie. bulan puasa tk baik maki. haiz. i hope nothing happen to my computer systems. pls no virus.I Am SilenceI already know how it endsI just wanna be where you areAnd how will we know if we just don't tryWe won't ever know.
♥ Wednesday, September 12, 2007 ♥
yahoo! made the right choice of taking a bus home instead of walking home today.saw shazlin at the bus stop. actuali today i was like thinking abt her, wanting to msg her wat time she will finish school today so tat we can go back together as i got a math paper at 2pm and ended at 4pm.something i do believe tat when i tink of something or someone, things will happen so fast. but not 100% right. sometimes its only bcoz of coincidence. but den i still believe when we really want something or wanna see someone, it wont happen. always. even though u try real hard to get wat u want.so had hy paper this morning. heard tat china will be test out. so studied on china and cold war yesterday. when we were told to check whether we had enuf pages, i was damn shocked tat cold war did not come out but china and germany only. i was super mad and wasnt in a gd mood to do. luckily SBQ is abt russia. quite easy. really depend on my SBQ this time ard. although i studied abt china, i did a germany qns. wth. haha.haiz. i really screwed up my prelim. bcoz of last minute study. but im lucky tat roohee ask me out to study with her everday since she is having a school holiday right now. gosh. im getting bad to worse. parents gonna scold me and not to forget their fav thing. nag, nag, nag & nag.so tmr is phy paper. this time, i cannot screw up. gonna memories all the formula and use it correctly. oh god pls help me on tmr paper. i only hav 2 more papers to go. wanna get over it fast.i brought a fake lipas to skol jus now. put in my file, and asked feena to take something out of my file. she saw the fake lipas and screamed. tat wasnt the best part. next victim was fifie, the same thing, put inside my file and told her to look inside my file. she looked blur at first but when she saw the fake lipas..guess wat..?"aaaaaaaahhhhh!.....chibai ah!" she screamed damn loud, & i can sense tat she really looked super scared. her face turned red. omg. luckily she did not hav a heart attack or i wont forgive myself. lagi2 nk bulan puasa. haha.yeah! tmr gonna have my first sahur and buka. yahoo!! its gonna be tired on our first day of puasa. but as days passes, we wont feel tired or even hungry. cool. haha. so don 4get to niat tonite. haha.look for a girl with a broken smile, ask her if she wants to stay alive? but will she be loved?
♥ Tuesday, September 11, 2007 ♥
i screwed up my chemistry paper today. not only me. the whole class i tink. theres only two reason for it. one: not enuf time. two: did not study real hard. so i belong to the second category. hehe. gosh. really regret it. shud hav study and not study last minute. argh! there goes my aim of points to enter poly.
sci,math and english are the most important subjects to enter poly. without them, u going
nowhere except home. haiz. its either i wave the white flag or go on to fighting till i succeed. so as usual went to study with roohee. & shes super careless on her maths. haha. not only tat, shes damn good in drawing curves for graph. but it will look better with curve ruler. hehe.
gek poh macdonald is super noisy. i thgt there will be no kids or watsoever as its exam period now. so kids might be at home or having tuition or students will come and study as well. but den i was wrong. there were alot of kids playing at the mini playground. i mean grown up kids. omg.
and theres fighting gg on. a small fight btw small kids. i called it matrep juniors. haha. i donnoe wats the problem abt. wat i only saw was tat a kid. mly kid went to his friend and punch his friend's face. it was unexpected actuali. and the guy who did the punch was like.." sini ah, lwn ah. tkot pe? loser!" and the victim was like looking super blur and did not know wat to do.
oh my gosh. kids nowadays. must be influence by friends or watch too much fightings movies. mcm phm je hanis. haha. so asked sue to meet up after skol. met her again. i mean AGAIN. haha. so took pics together with three of us. when can we take pics together with the 5 of us again? mayb bulan puasa? insyaallah.
ok gtg, its 7pm. gonna watch chinese movie sambil bljr hy. tata peeps. study hard!
1 more day to puasa.
tmr nite, don forget to niat. haha.
sahaja aku ......
♥ Monday, September 10, 2007 ♥
first thing first, i cut my hair. yahoo. i mean not actuali cut it. i jus trim it. haha. ija and mum shared the same reactions when they saw ma hair. i mean my hair length is still the same except tat it is much more tipis than the old one. to them its like omg, waste money. might as well cut it short. no! i did want to get ma hair short but den i still hav not find a right length yet. get wat i mean?so had ss prelim today. gosh the source based is soo like duh. i jus don understand wat the sources talk abt. so i jus copy and paste wat the source wants. haha. gd idea uh. if not i jus copy down the provenance. at least i get 1 mark. haha
had breakfast with ija after tat at macdonald and we ate hotcakes. yum yum. our stomach felt damn bloated after eating 3 pieces of hotcakes plus iced milo. wow! konperm alik berak. haha.after tat heavy breakfast, went to cut my hair. and i super like my hair. i guess. haha.
went to study with roohee and mirdza at pionner mall macdonald. decided to study chemistry while she studied maths. omg. i cant still get any facts abt chemstry inside my otak from 1pm-5.3opm. omg. can u imagine, after hours of studying, i cant seem to remember all the facts. haiz. give up ah cam gini.
so ija and i will be competiting with one another. i mean as u all noe, every monday u will read straits times in school and under IN section, the small paper, theres this page showing ppl's drwing,songs,poems ect. (page 10) so ija and i will posting our own picture tat we took. (see pic below)
*1st pic:ija. *2nd pic: hanis. we still trying to tink for a captions for it. so if anyone hav any captions for it, feel free to tag me abt it. asap.
ok. gotta stop here. honestly im worried abt my chemistry paper tmr. i really depend on my chemistry instead of my physics. omg. wat shud i do.? can u peeps tell me ways in how to remember things. the right way of study? omg. no more time seh. aiyo thambi!3 more days to fasting! ya-hoo
it's finger lickin good
♥ Sunday, September 09, 2007 ♥
i guess no one will be online tonight. not bcoz they are studying but they gonna watch HSM 2 at disney channel. gosh. wish dad buy a scv so tat i can see all my fav shows and not watching it thru youtube or hav to buy the dvd. haiya thambi.so as usual went to religious class today and was super late. miss the first lessn. aiyo. but then the second period was damn bored as usual. the clock's hand seem to move veri slowy. uztad did talk alot but den it was jus 5 minutes. so i was like. "summer! summer! summer! haha. u will noe wat i mean if u already watch the HSM 2. haha.so talking abt HSM 2. vanessa hudgens were caught naked, i mean nude. she admitted and it was for zac efron. omg. wat did she did tat? crazy. and disney did not want to hire her again for the next HSm 3 but den today newpaper stated tat disney will hire her back. huh? aiyo.artists nowadays. nonsense! so went geylang today. thgt will be meeting up with aunts and cuzzins but den nope. haiz. so all along it jus me and family. all along i wasnt in a gd mood at all. did not want to buy anthing except food. haha.ok going to stop here. wanan study for tmr ss prelim paper. wish me luck k. c ya peeps tmr in school. greet me when u see me aite. haha. jk. take care.puasa in abt 4 more days.ya-hoo!
♥ Saturday, September 08, 2007 ♥
gosh. did not use the computer till now. haha. actuali i did use for a while this afternoon b4 i had my afternoon nap. so had to accompany my mum to JB as i got to try on my baju kurung for this yr. mum send our clothes to JB for sewing ect. haha. so had to wake up at 7.30am. gosh dman early and i wasnt feeling tat well actuali.no choice. jus followed. and on the way there from boonlay to kranji to lakin. i was feeling super hungry and dizzy. luckily mum brought along some sweets and i felt much better then. so gg to JB with mum alone is super fun coz she kept asking me do i want to buy anything. a pants? a shoe? but i kept rejecting it. stupid me. well i seriusly donnoe wat to buy. coz all my stuffs will cost super expensive. haha. tats my style.so as usual bought nasi goreng seafood. omg. i jus love nasi goreng seafood JB. super nice and yum yum. and mum brough back alot of stuffs. instant food. such as mini pau, apam, murtabak and more. well fasting month is jus ard the corner so mum bought those instants food for buka or sahur. so bought 4 dvd home. gosh really had a tough decision on which to buy. in the end bought hairspray,HSM2,black sheep,invasion and chakde. haiz. mum wanted to buy the HSM2 and hairspray for lil brother wen actuali he watched it so many times. haiz. shud bought other dvd seh. haiyo mum.& btw shazlin, i bough ur bdae present already. hope tat no one bought the same one as mine. haha. and will give it to ya when school reopens which is on monday. ok i finished my notes on ss and i still hav not study my hy and chemistry. omg. ok gotta stop here. nothing much to say actuali. and ppl, holidays are over! no more having fun!but then she realised she never had a dream to BEGIN with.
♥ Friday, September 07, 2007 ♥
having a terrible headache now. and i damn feeling dizzy. if i don eat panadol after this post then can forget abt gg to JB tmr with mum. haha. i get sick easily especially fever. b4 getting a fever, headache is the first warning.
so decided to slip over my cuzzin hs at teck whye. quite far. but managed to reach safely. haha. tend not to slip there as i had not finish write my ss notes,hy and science notes and next week prelim start again. and honestly i wasnt prepare at all and im still in my own mood.
haiz. but don worry, kept telling myself tat i must pass my prelim as it determine my o level results. gosh. so after this post gonna have a rest and continue my ss notes.
prefer to slip over my cuzzin hs bside my father side. they super fun and their mums are so damn supporting as we can slip as late as we can, cook ourself supper, play computer till late morning and more. haha.
so borrowed a few dvd and it was super great. i jus watched she's the man and it was super cool. & lil brother now watching hairspray. i thgt it was interesting and honestly it was bored. mayb becoz i wasnt in a gd mood to watch it.
b4 i went home today, met up with sue for a lunch. i met sue, i met roohee but when can i meet munirah? fasting mth mayb..during the terawih prayers. haiz. enuf of this. mayb one day we will meet each other. for now we jus contact thru msg.
&& btw talking abt munirah, cuzzins and i played a prank on her. she was being punk'd actuali but she does not noe it. gosh thinking abt it does make me laugh. right lysa? haha. her guy best friend is my cuzzin so we decided to play a joke on her.
hanis: eh kau knal syamil (my cuzzin) ?
munirah: kenal! kau knal dia?
hanis: yup. aku suka kat dia tau. kau ader number dia?
munirah: cam ane kau knal dia seh?
hanis: alah tat time aku kua dgn cuzzin aku..den syamil ader ( i was like duh, syamil is my cuzzin and i get to noe him thru my cuzzin?. make sense? no right. u peeps get wat i mean? haha)
munirah: oh ok..
hanis: dia ader gerl?
munirah: dh ader ah. ( she told me the particulars of my cuzzin gerl. omg)
tats it. shes being fool. hope she does not get hold of my blog or else. haha. so pls keep a secret btw u n me only k peeps. thanks. haha. hari raya leh mintak maaf pe. haha
he has move on.
he has a gerl now.
happy for him
so hes not the one who gonna complete my story
but i will still wait for the one whos gonna complete it.
♥ Wednesday, September 05, 2007 ♥
k gonna have a fast post now b4 my dad come home. get a warning from dat yesterday tat lil brother and i cant use the computer often as i always use the computer morning till night. oh oh. but den i did off the computer in between and dad was like .." dh stop, dari ayah alik keje computer tu asyik on je" wat the hell. i did off ok. u werer sleeping. how u noe. argh. geram seh.
ah enuf of him. so unreasonable. why cant he be like the other dad. the reasonable dad so tat i can treat him like my friend as well and share all my problems to him. shit! talking abt this really make me think of all the times tat he was being unreasonable. haiz. get a lilfe man!
so went to ija hs at 10.30am with kelly jus to watch ratatouille. wow. super funny and we were laughing. i brought along breakfast for them coz i noe there will be no food at ija house. not hard feelings friend. haha. but den ija did cook her own fried rice. fried rice ala ija. haha. its ok if u did not cook it well. i've been cooking fried rice for third time and it taste so super sux. yucks. but managed to finish it coz i was usper hungry tat time. hehe.
went to skol at 2pm for extra math lesson. ija,kelly,me and shi tan only turned up. but its ok. 4 ppl are already noisy. haha. we did study but at the same time we were eating and playing. haha. include ms wee, omg. so ms wee brought out her wheat biskuit and had to spread the tuna which is in the tin..onto the biskuit. the tin looked like a cat's food.
so ija read the label and it stated it was dolphin safe and everyone was like huh? wat does it mean. so i explained to them and told them tats why i did not eat it coz im the dolphin and i cant eat it. lame right but den u get the joke? they did laugh on my sillyness. sillynes? such werd? k nvm
btw my aunt sent me an email abt flip flop from china and it stated- when Chinese flip flop: so cheap, so dangerous.. (my advise to wear on hot sun, the rubber melt, so use more in the toilet)
see pic below k. and see for uself. eeeeuuuu! disgusting. yucks! 
♥ Tuesday, September 04, 2007 ♥
feeling sleepy now. decided to go for phy lesson with the 4e7. combined class with them. it started at 9am. and theres only toilet break in between. kelly and i was like thinking abt waffle and curry puffs instead of paying attention to wat mr yip was teaching. hehe.so we the 5n2 felt weird joining with the express class. so we were quiet the whole lesson. and theres this boy in tat class was like looking at me and i looked back at him. den he smiled at me to indicate tat he knew me. he was saying something to me but den honestly i did not noe wat he wants from me.so after lesson had finished he talked to me a a soft voice. omg. i cud not hear anything. so i was like. huh? where? he said he saw me with a guy near his blok. and i asked him when? den he said don bluff ah. walaoway. i donno wat he said sia. omg. boys nowadays. are soo like duh.so decided to go JP with ija and kelly as we were super hungry. ija bought a red bean pancake at jollibean while kelly and me bought waffle. yahoo! its been along time i ate waffle. yum yum. so JP has changed alot. so many clothes shop. cool. but den expensive. talking abt clothes, told my cousin and aunt abt ma graduation night. they told me to dress up as mermaid. and aunt had discussed with me how the clothes shud looked like and how am i gonna wear it. as u noe this yr theme is fairytale. so one day me n cuzzin gonna go to the rental shop where u can rent all kinds of clothes. cool.so right now, i gotta save some money for renting the clothes and accesories. mayb after my o level im gonna werk. so anyone can recommend me any werk? ur parents' werkplace? anyone? haha. i reall need money seh. my aim for tis yr was to buy a nikon or canon camera b4 grad night. hope i can buy it. mum,dad,bro, pls pity me. buy for me. hurhur. i will promise to study hard. *cross finger* haha.so tmr plan was to watch the ratatouille at ija hs early2 morning at ard 10.30am. haha. as we got a math date at 2pm in school. so hope everyting will go as plan tmr..hmm. so today if im not tired, im gonna study..i mean write my notes for my ss subject as next monday there will be a ss exam and im gonna pass it with differents colours. duh. btw muslim peeps. fasting month is cuming! yeah. be prepare and i still have one more day to pay back my fasting. yahoo! so don 4get to go for solat terawih during fasting months! dpt pahala oi.I get my hopes up and I watch them fall everytime.
♥ Sunday, September 02, 2007 ♥
overnight at cuzzin place yesterday. and was super tired now. slept at 4am. as usual. all the mums had to go for the kenduri thingy at night and all the cousins was at mama hs. so after all the cousins had arrived, we played monopoly. spongebob monopoly. as usual abg alif won the game. other brothers were super mad at him coz all this while abg alif cheated throughout all the game tat we played with him.
hmph! how dare him. so watched some videos, funny,scary,sexual videos at youtube. tats our routine every night when aunt has gone to bed. hehe. and we were super hungry. so my brother and abg dris were like playing winning eleven, a soccer ps2 game. so i was like, if anyone lose the game, he shud go buy some foods.
but den in the end, abg alif and brother went out to buy mac fries. gosh. i was eating non stop as i was damn hungry. & btw yesterday i was fasting. and ane tk lapar. mkn nasi ayam je for buka. haha. lysa and me was the last one to slip. as we were waiting for aunt to wake up at 4am so tat we can hav her bed. hehe.
well aunt woke up at 4 plus as she was preparing breakfast for us coz she had to go for werk at ard 6 plus. so hardwerking ya. hehe. did not woke up for mdrsah class as we were told there were no class today unless we wanna help out tidy the majid as bulan puasa nk dkt. den at 10am, both aunts came and they were like, "hey, tk g mdrsah" omg. told them tat wat for go kemas masjid when aunt hs is not tidy yet. haha. notty me.
so played another round of monopoly and tis time with aunt. & we were like watching closely to abg alif's movement coz we were scared tat he will cheat again. and guess wat. abg alif was the first one to bankrupt! yahoo! so he had the taste of being a loser. hehe. argh! so hungry plus sleepy. so gotta stop here.
abg syamil's friend died yesterday bcoz of a motor accident with a lorry. for more info, read today berita harian page two. thanks
&& btw HAPPY BDAE SHAZLIN .
gosh. just looked thru all my subjects grade and it stated tat i only pass 3 subjects. wtf. how to make it to o-level seh. with the attitude and speed im gg now, i donnoe if i can pass my o-level and get into my course. my dream course tat determine my future. 
well let me hav a short post b4 my dad return from solat terawih. haha. well ever since the day i accept the virus thingy from my cuzzin who actuali wasnt her who sent it to me. its auto sent again. it happend again. i did tell my friends not to accept all those thingy even he or she is ur best friends or cuzzins and i was soo stupid to accept it. omg.
today marks 1 ramadhan. wow! at last. haha. i survived my first day of puasa. seriusly it did not feel like its fasting month. tats wat ija kept saying. gosh. feel like slapping her to jus wake her up so tat she knew tat fasting month has started. haha.
