Colour my life

♥ Friday, February 29, 2008 ♥

29 FEBRUARY 2008.
the next 29 february is the next 4 years.
i wonder how people born on that day celebrate their bdae.
lil brother told me that his best friend's mum was born on 29 feb, she either don celebrate it or celebrate in on 28 feb.
&& today is the day to watch the leap years!!!

ok. my cough getting worst. i just hate it. dammit. hope kelly and michelle don get the cough virus from me as we shared our drink when we watched the movie last wednesday. so i tink kelly and the guys are at sentosa right now.

they going to stay overnight there. pity parents wont allow me to overnight at any place unless im with my aunties. but im thankful they allow me to go for a class chalet. thats enough for me. hehe.

so plan for today was to go munirah's house to chill out as roohee going to cambodia with her school this sunday morning. but it was cancelled. gosh. its gonna be fun for her. bestie off to overseas and beloved brother will be coming back this march. yeahoo.

that way i wont feel lonely. so roohee, hope u have a safe journey aite. have fun. don forget me. hehe. ok gotta stop here. time to watch tv. bye blog readers. slip late tonite. tmr is weekends. no school. (:

btw march holidays. movie anyone? beep me pls.

its true that law isnt perfect
because it is created by people
tat arent as prefect themselves.
it would never be perfect.

♥ Thursday, February 28, 2008 ♥

yesterday was a fun day for me after the 6 days of werking at tampines. My friends and I decided to go back to blss as we damn missing school especially misses mdm shafie. to us shes the best teacher ever. mayb because she understands us inside out.

to me what i misses the most was the school food. although the food was simple, it was nice and cheap!! haha. but pity yesterday i wasnt feeling that well and the food taste bland. mum passed the cough virus to me. luckily i ate the cough syrup before it got worst. now i feel much better.

so met up with berliana and diyanah. accompanied diyanah till she had to go for her remedial lesson. pity again didnt get to meet up with shazlin and qurratu. as usual, kelly was being bullied by me. hehe. kelly!! u so slow lar!! like sotong lar!! better stay in the sea and keep off the shore. haha.

&& kelly kept wanting to watch the movie death note spin off L change the world. so michelle, kelly and I went to watch it. trust me. it was a last minute plan to go watch it yesterday. haha. we decided to smuggle in some outside food as the popcorn combo or whatsoever are damn expensive.

so we bought ourselves a $2 mc-chicken and a large fries. honestly i wasnt in a gd mood to watch it as i wasnt feeling well at tat moment, my body was damn weak. luckily the lead actor, kenichi matsuyama who acted as L in the show made me hyper once again.

he is so super cute and funny. right kelly!!!? same as kelly, i rated it 10/10 for the show. but i just hate shows that have a sad ending. *sob* and peeps, if u are watching movies with a sad ending, pls pls bring along a pack of tissue in case someone cry!!! i wonder who? hehe.

ah long pte ltd,kung fu dunk,step up 2,the leap years and one more ghost story. not sure abt the title. these are the movies i want to watch. so anyone? anything just beep me aite. thanks. && march holidays are coming. so wat are u peeps waiting for? movie outing!!! haha.

close your eyes if u miss me.

♥ Monday, February 25, 2008 ♥

im at pionner mall macdonald right now. using sue's friend laptop. luckily she is free. gosh its been a long time i update my blog. i know everyone misses me. so let me update abt last week.

for the past 6 days, ive been working real hard just to earn some money b4 school starts. i worked as a sales promoter at tampines mall. i know everyone would tink its pretty far but its ok. i only had to work for 6 days.

honestly its damn tired going to tampines from jurong. but i met alot of friends there. they were pretty friendly and easy-going. && i got a secret to tell. i did have a crush on this guy. hes a sales promoter too, a levis sales promoter.

btw michelle, if u reading this, i would like to thank you for working half day with me and a full shift on sunday, i owe u gerl. if i get my pay already, i treat u. so last sunday, my cousin got engaged. && it was the same day as her mum bdae. cool.

gosh. honestly i damn missing school. if my friends and i free this week, will probably go back to blss to have lunch. the food are so damn cheap and nice. and at the same time, i can meet my other friends. i know they misses me damn bad. hehe.

the only thing i remembered last week was that sue and i was chilling ard at munirah's hs. we watched a ghost movie that she rented. in the end, sue and i was afraid to go home as there was a cat waiting and sitting in front of munirah's doorstep.

what we did was that, we ran all the way to the roadside. as you know there were lights and much brighter than the void deck. ok friends, if u peeps had nothing much to do, pls ask me out. im so bored at home.

&& brother is still in taiwan, serving his NS. will be back on 7 march. btw i get into ITE DOVER- INFORMATIONS TECHNOLOGY.

ok gtg now. take care.

♥ Saturday, February 16, 2008 ♥

ok, brother off to taiwan. hope he have a safe journey. gonna miss you, brother. he will be back on 7 march. we will be waiting for your return. take care.

♥ Thursday, February 14, 2008 ♥

This one for you, fira

Spot us?

reflection

yesterday was pretty alright. i went out. out of the house. at last. haha. cousin asked me to go her house to help her out with her art. she needed to take alot of pictures. all she had to do was pose and i took her pictures.

honestly most of the pictures did not turn out great. at tat moment, i was quite disappointed with myself. i thgt i can be a photograhper but it seems like i fail. i do loves taking nice pictures but all i need now is a photograhpy course, to teach me and let me learn the right way of taking nice pictures.

but did my parents agree with it? did they support my dream? some ppl think that being a photographer is not a gd job. wasting time. wat future can i have being a photographer? as usual i will be speechless when everyone say that. is it wrong to have a dream?

seriusly right now im praying hard that i will get that photograhpy course in TP. ok enough abt my dreams. no one will want to know and listen abt it. so bought 4 different types of donuts for my aunt and cousins.

they really like the oreo donut with an small oreo biscuit on top. but the oreo biscuit isnt tat nice. throw it. just eat the donut by itself. haha. FIRA!! if u free after school, ajak si syafiq gi the donut shop at the MRT interchge and buy him the oreo donut tat cost only $1.40. he loves that.

ok. tmr is the day. brother off to taiwan for his army training. my family and relatives from dad's side are going to send him off tomorrow. hes gonna be away for 23 days. so brother, don forget to buy me present from taiwan.

i hope no one will cry when we send brother off. everyone so loving him lar. && he have to check in at 1.30am. so everyone, have enough rest tmr and have alots of lots of afternoon nap before we set off. haha. && i still have not received my pay for the 2 day job at tampiness. fcuk lar.

there goes my wasted trip,morning slip and more lar. haiz. just my luck.

♥ Tuesday, February 12, 2008 ♥

Sowie [soh-wee] adjective
– An expression of apology used by minahs.
Commonly used in SMS and instant messaging.
Actually they can just use the word “sorry” like every normal human being but minahs think that it will make them sound extra cute to deliberately talk that way.

Example : “I will be late. Sowie!”

Sial [see- yal ] noun / adjective
– A full stop in every mat'ssentence.

Eg: “Tadi aku nampak accident sial
Rabak sial Aku tak bedeksial Kesian sial”

Translation: Just now I saw an accident (full stop)It was bad (full stop) I'm not kidding(full stop) Poor guy (full stop)

ok. today is the same as everyday except that bestie msged me in a weird way. at first i was worry that something might happen to her as in her msg she kept apologizing. as u noe my previous post stating abt love ones leaving the world and wont come back.

so i thgt shes gonna leave and wont come back but then i was wrong. thank god. i feel tat she come to her sense now. at last. shes been pretty busy with i-dont-know-what and had no time for her own and especially her family.

bestie if u come across this post one day. i just want to tell you that i have long forgive all the bad things u done to me in a way u hurt me. i never hold any grudges against you or whatsoever.

well i did but no anymore. all i want you to do is spend more times with the love ones especially ur family. life is unpredictable gerl. && even we not so close now, i will still treat u as my bestie.

ok lets not get to emotional here. having a bad headache now. my eyes hurt alot. must be staring at the computer for too long. omg. i need a break. && brother off to taiwan on the 15 feb as brother now still serving NS as officer.

Sometimes solutions aren't so simple
Somtimes goodbyes is the only way.

♥ Monday, February 11, 2008 ♥

Ah Meng, the Sumatran orang utan that was considered an icon at the Singapore Zoo, died on Friday. She was about 48 years old and had died of old age.

Ah Meng was the first to host the Zoo’s famous ’Breakfast With An Orang Utan’ programme. She soon became a celebrity, both locally and internationally.

ok tats sad. i read today newspaper. Berita Harian. it seems like theres more and more motorbike accident. its a pity they died at their young.age. right now im praying hard that none of these will happen to my love ones.

but this does not stop me from getting my motorbike license one day. life has to go on no matter what. i pray to GOD to ask HIM to look after my love ones. what michelle said was true, life is unpredictable.

right now all we have to do is repent and do as many good deeds as we can. as far as i see, most people doesnt learn their lesson and will only repent when they know its too late. as in they will only repent on their deathbed or knowing they have an uncurable disease.

but then it will be too late. its too late to apologise. its too late. dont u agree with one republic who create the song its too late to apologise? honestly i have not repent too. i have so many sins but hopefuli GOD will open up my heart and guide me to the right path.

ok. life has been pretty boring for me. let said since the day i completed my o-level. right now im waiting for the posting results. kelly said its on the 19 feb. 8 more days. praying hard i get poly and then i will be in the same course and school as serene.

&& i have gained alot of weight.

even dad notice it. omg. i need work-out friends.

gym,jogging,sports activities anyone?

i need to lose some weight. i cant fit into my old clothes. damn. i need new clothes. hehe.

There is joy to be claimed in this world.

You even might wind up being glad to be you.

♥ Saturday, February 09, 2008 ♥

seriusly talking, my eyes cant hardly open and im having a bad headache now. been sleeping damn late and waking up damn damn early. blame all those interesting tv programmes that had to be shown at late night. gosh. my day yesterday was pretty cool. not so boring. because i got to meet my cousins.

as usual every year, lil brother's friend will called us up to go his house for cny. well they been friends since primary one. so yesterday was the day. && we will always eat KFC as you know we cant eat chinese food. his family will buy KFC and some halal snacks.

but this time, it was different. they bought pizza. well honestly im so damn sick of pizza. been eating pizza for 3 days i tink. brother been working at pizza hut as part time delivery boy and he will bring back some pizza. as usual, we as a family will eat it the next day for breakfast,

k back to my story. && guess wat. received angbao from neighbour and my lil brother's friend's family. its the same every CNY. haha. yeah. so gonna save it. pls don ask me out to often. don want to finish up my savings. after that, went to dad's cousin..haiya. donnoe lar dad's what, to see a newborn baby. oh..hes damn cute n chubby.

from there, proceed to aunt hs to see cousin's injured finger which he had to operate on. went for dinner at some small foodcourt. we ordered our usual food. and here comes the funny part. lil brother ordered chicken wing rice (western) and guess what they gave. plain normal white rice, chicken wings and chilli sauce. Pioneer mall chicken rice (western) is the best lar.

&& the chicken wings are so damn cold. fcuk lar. haha. they gotta be kidding man. after dinner,off to jurong. my hometown. haha. been doing camwhoring with lil brother ever since mum trade in the spoilt camera to another camera. haha.

im so bored. friends pls ask me out when u all not working.
&& hope to have a one day spend with duhzcrew.

♥ Thursday, February 07, 2008 ♥

Happy Chinese New Year.

Let all bygones be bygones.

Stay healthy and happy always.

veri imaginatives advertisements.

gosh many complaint that they cant go shopping as most of the shops are closed. i didnt know that all the shops are closed on CNY. why? anyone? im not being racists or here but why leh? haha. kelly, michelle, serene..tell me pls. haha.

haiz. so bored leh. although theres many nice chinese shows on tv right now, i just have to miss it. well because i cant be apart with baby, which is my computer. haha. one day without it, gosh my life will be so like duh. bedek uh (don bluff ah) hehe.

for example last night, waited for brother to get home from work. the reason for it was because i asked brother to bring home garlic bread. haha. hes werking part time pizza hut. && in the end he bought large curry chicken pizza. haiz.

plus im so addicted to picnik. a place to edit pictures. && im so in love with the song apologise. still waiting for my favourite msn contacts to online. guess everyone having a holiday this cny, leaving me alone, chatting to myself. hurhur.

psst. i do need a man.

♥ Wednesday, February 06, 2008 ♥

Happy 2yrs bdae baby aaliyah farisha.

gosh. today is CNY eve. so many shows on tv. guess today wont be so boring eventhough i didnt go for the chalet. cousins must having a gd time gg to the chalet. as usual i gotta give it a miss. parents are so unreasonable nowadays.

theres some events or activities, i just have to give it a miss. parents wont allow me to join in. why? its not like im gg with some bad company. its my own relatives chalet.why must i always give it a miss and miss all those fun.

&& brother always have the chance of spending times with cousins but why not me? i dont understand why parents wont allow me to spend more times with cousins. or izzit because of their bad attitude or behaviour. hello!? im so not tat stupid or kid anymore. i wont do those bad stuffs. even they ask me to, i wont do it.

haiz. sometimes i just wish i dont have any cousins or so. eventhough i have, i wont know they alive because everytime i want to meet up or spend time with cousins, parents, especially dad will always find a million excuse of not letting me go.

argh. it drives me crazy living in the same roof as my parents. better stop it here. i dont want to ruin my CNY eve today. all i want to do today is watch all the nice shows on tv.

&& friends, if u bored or wants to go out, pls ask me along.

i dont want to be a prisoner in my own home.

plus i need a job. any lobang call me.

♥ Tuesday, February 05, 2008 ♥

just reached home. damn tired and sleepy. when i woke up this morning, saw a note on the tv screen. as usual mum will be the one writing notes (if needed) b4 she goes off to work. she doesnt want to wake us up unless its really emergency.

read the note, stating that i shud call her the minute i woke up so that i can accompany her to trade in the spolit camera. if i were to follow my eyes, i will not call mum and sleep for a few minutes before waking up again. haha.

met up with mum at interchge and off to olympus shop. still remembered the time my friends and i got lost while trying to look for the place. especially the bus thingy. haha. read our previous previous post.

brother is so stupid to lost the previous receipt, if not its F.O.C if we sent it to service. but then brother told mum that he wants to trade in with another camera. and it cost $263 with free 2G memory card. && the new camera look nice and light.

then off to NUH to see cousin. he had an operation today. he broke his two fingers during school. i donnoe the whole story but what i knew he fell off as it was raining tat time. so he must had lost his balance. pity him.

ok gtg now. gotta clean up the room. lil brother having tuition tonight and the room is being use. shit. cnat online tonite. haiz. just hate tuesday. haha.

miss my friends.

♥ Monday, February 04, 2008 ♥

gosh. time seem to move so damn slow each day. i just wish i have something to do rather than wasting my time rotting at home every day. if i could turn back the time, i will influenced my parents in letting me take the night shift job.

now, they complained that im wasting my time at home, not helping with the housework. hello?! i did help do some household chores ok. && dad seem unreasonable this few days. as time passes each day, i just hate him more.

today, dad scolded mum for sleeping and not making breakfast or prepare food for lunch. hello?!! mum had to wake up early2 morning just to prepare a light breakfast for lil brother before gg to school. and mum also had to wake us up for morning prayers.

all mum did today was to get back to slip after her work is done. we all know dad's knees are injured becoz of the recent accident and dad are the man of the house but we are human too. i just cant take it when dad scolded mum after all much hardwork mum had done for this family.

its not fair. why must men order us around? especially after we get marry. i know its our responsibilties as a wife to do all the neccessary household chores especially waiting on our husband. isk! its just not fair. i pity mum alot but all i can do is sit ard and listen to dad unreasonable orders and complaints.

&& i envy mum for her patience. im just scared that one day mum will leave us if she cant tolerate it anymore. oh god. pls dont make that happen. never!

btw if there is any part time job, pls recommend me.
i need to work till most probably april before school starts.
no work. then i will be rotting at home for about 2-3 mths.

need ideas and suggestions on what to buy for my 2 yrs niece. her bdae is coming in just a few days. omg. thgt of buying her shoe but then mum had a point there. well if we buy her a shoe, how long can she wear it. people grow.

haiz.

coincidence is god's way of remaining anonymous.

♥ Sunday, February 03, 2008 ♥

Updates on weiyang bdae.
let the pictures do the talking.

What's your choice?

The 'suprise' box

anis & kelly

anis de dwarf

Teh-tarik v.s Bandung

The bdae boy

dinner at al-azhar

the sleeping king

gerlz on that day

roti prata tissue choco

roti prata tissue strawberry

fav roti prata planta

seafood fried rice

thats our big suprise for him

his cake

yesterday relatives came my house,wanting to see whether dad is ok after the accident that took place last monday. aunt was telling me abt someone whom im close too. i dont expect it to happen tat way. i kept telling aunt and cousin it wasnt her who did tat to him but it seems like they seen the photos.

they told me abt the photos and honestly i was damn speechless but they kept talking abt it. all i could do was to listen and pretend like nothing happen. why must she? why must he choose her? why? seriusly i donnoe wat to do. im jus scared everyone will get to know abt it especially my parents. i just don want them to have any bad idea abt her.

oh god. why must it be this way? last night i just cant stop thinking abt it. didnt have a peaceful sleep last night. problems after problems. frankly,right now my mind just cant stop thinking abt it especially abt the photos. mayb this afternoon going grandma hs. hope they stop talking abt it.

haiz.

♥ Friday, February 01, 2008 ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY 2006 CLASS BUDDY, WEIYANG.

updates for yesterday outing.

kelly and serene accompanied me to service my camera yesterday. upon reaching, i took out the map that brother drew to show the right way to the olympus shop. honestly we had no idea where was it. kelly thgt it was at the funan IT mall.

looking at the map again, the olympus building was bside the funan IT mall. so we tried to check it out but it was the treasury building. at that moment, i felt tat we were in the amazing race. how i wish i was in the real show.

brother said it was at the high street centre but we only discovered high street plaza. thanks to the security guard, we reached our destinations. upon reaching the shop, we went crazy with all the cameras there. especially the camera that every photographer use. my dream camera.

*skip the service part* we continued to hunt for food. we ate at the funan IT mall food court. after lunch our next destinations was orchard. we had to meet up with mirdza and roohee after their work and school.

decided to take a bus so we went to every bus stop to see whether the bus there can take us to orchard. thank god we found the bus stop. without wasting anytime, we looked at the bus directory with much anxiety.

got to know that almost all the bus there went to orchard. since there were three of us, kelly and I was the one that looked at the bus directory while serene called out every bus number that reached.
* more expressions and dialog, visit kelly blog*

seriusly, we were making a big scene there. as if it was our first time in singapore. thinking back abt it now, i feel tat we kinda looked like a fool, with all the bus number shouting and looking at the bus directory with much worried and 'kanchong' *burst into laughters*

upon reaching lido, we had ice cream for desserts while waiting for the green sweet couple to arrive. from there we searched for weiyang bdae presents. && kelly just cant stop talking abt weiyang bdae suprise. she seems more excited than us.

hope everything go smooth today. will be meeting the rest for dinner with the bdae boy and suprises will be at late night. hope weiyang likes it. it will be a memorable year for him this year.

&& serene, pray hard that we get into poly. the same poly and course.