♥ Monday, March 31, 2008 ♥
zodiac signs featuring duhzcrew
SITI NUR HANISGEMINI THE CHATTERBOX
MUNIRAH
ARIES THE DAREDEVIL
ROOHEE SHAHEENA
TAURUS THE ENDURING ONE
SUHAILAH
LIBRA THE HARMONIZER
NURHAFIZAH
SCORPIO THE INTENSE ONE
Ok thats elena rose. Mum personal baby. i mean mum is elena's personal babysitter. elena is from a gd english country. if im not wrong shes from england and since mum is her babysitter, elena have been using singlish. as in 'lar' the same way as sporeans' accents.
Mas Selamat. Hes the singapore version of michael scofield (Wentworth Miller). where the heck is he now? all becoz of him, the whole world become chaos. small2 dont want to die, big already make people worry. haiz. tats what singaporeans always say.
or have he gone for a totally makeover? i wonder. the picture above really makes me laughed my ass off. i wonder if he had escaped to mlysia. coz theres signs over saying "selamat datang".
♥ Saturday, March 29, 2008 ♥
been eating alot lately. damn! donnoe whats wrong with me. am i stressed? or am i just too bored and hungry? haiz. i did alter my school pants and it was damn loose so i tried it again yst and omg it was tight. wtf. so need to lose some weight before mum send it to alter again as the bottom part have not been alter like i wanted it to be.
KELLY! i finished watching the movies. u can take anytime i guess but lil brother is watching it now. haha. well hes into music as well. as you know, he joined his school band as cca and kept changing his instrument. his first instrument was the timpani and he wanted to change into french horn or trumpet.
&& he was choosen as the drum major but at times, he did not play the role well. i heard hes under probabtion. damn! ok weekends are super bored as always. why can dad or mum bring us out on weekends? tat way we can bond even closer. trust me, more family outing i will be closer to my family.
firstly, brother asked me out for a movie and it was like the only 2 of us. wth. secondly he asked me along whether i want to slip over cousin hs. damn. how i wish he knew my story for the past few days. and in the end, he went out without me. shitto! haha.
its been two days i ate pizza. everytime dad werk as a pizza rider as his part time job, he surely will bring back a small box of pizza. i would prefer garlic bread. there was a time, dad brought back alot alot alot of garlic bread as the pizza crew wanted to throw it all away.
so dad gave some to neighbours and keeping some for myself and ate it for breakfast. haha. ok i miss duhzcrew plus i do need a reunion with the 5n2. i wonder if they all free and have quit from all their part time jobs so tat we can set one day and have a reunion!! wheres the 5n2 spirit??!!

♥ Friday, March 28, 2008 ♥

nodame cantabile
thanks to michelle, my day tdy wasnt that boring. thanks for recommended me the japanese classical muscial orchestra movie. haha. && that movie took a long time to finish one day. its like there are 11 chpters and one chpters do takes a long time.
so at last i finished the first part of the movie. && theres still one more dvd to go. gosh and michelle said it will take abt 5 hrs. so im gonna wake up damn early tmr just to watch it and finish it b4 kelly comes back from camp. she wanted to watch it too.
hmm after watching that classical musical orchestra, i feel like i wanna learn violin. i kept wondering how people play the violin. its like its smaller than guitar and it has 4 strings and it sounds so nice. plus i tink obeo instrument is super great too. i loves the sound come our from it.
i dont know if i am the type of person who is into music. sometimes i do want to learn some music instrument. i used to like guitar and wanting to learn it. well i did learn some short songs and chords from my uncle and cousins but i remembered all the chords for a short period of time only coz i dont have guitar to practise on!!
&& at the same time, i have no money to attend any music lesson or even buy any music intruments, so i go crazy abt IT especially im so into photography right now but then i regretted for not working that hard to achieve my dreams. mayb its not too late either, i can still achieve my dreams if i believe in myself and work really hard. jia you!
15 more days and it will be a new chapter for me to begin with! i cant wait. && i still need to alter my school pants. damn! i seriusly cant forget the gd times i had with duhzcrew, its like its the second time we got to meet this yr, so its a 2nd reuniion. i wondered when is the next reunion? && im gonna keep track on how many times we meet and take down the dates.
hanis is craving for donuts and plain waffle!
&& 5N2, renunion b4 school starts?
♥ Thursday, March 27, 2008 ♥

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MY PENGUIN FRIEND, MUNIRAH AHMAT.
I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I cant explain what happened
And I cant erase the things that I’ve done
No I cant
I made my mistakes
Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes
Now I'm broken
And I'm faded,
I wanna start this over again
why must it takes for someone closes to me
to make me realise i was wrong all this while?
&& it doesnt pay to be kind!
♥ Wednesday, March 26, 2008 ♥

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FUN! HAPPY! ENJOYED! MEMORABLE!
Those are my feelings now. damn! i really had fun tdy! so excited abt it. i enjoyed every minute of it. It will be a memorable moment for me eventhough i wasnt the bdae gerl.
so luckily tdy plan worked out eventhough we nearly had to cancel it. && bdae gerl was late.! isk. it wasnt planned that way! but its ok since she was the bdae gerl. damn!
in the end, decided to dine in at fish&co. the workers there were super friendly and sporting. they were kind enuf to put the cake in the fridge so to avoid from melting while we were having dinner.
we planned with the workers there for a suprise for the bdae gerl. && another plan was put in together with the 1st plan which i wasnt quite happy with it but its ok. for the sake of my friend.
the other plan was that to ask the bdae gerl's guy to join along as they had the same bdae. cool or what. haha. so all the workers sang a bdae song for them. so swit to have a guyfriend or gerlfriend that have the same bdae. aww~!
took neoprints at cathay. and then home sweet home. overall !! I had fun!! so let the pictures do the talking ok.
♥ Tuesday, March 25, 2008 ♥


ok. yst did some camwhoring with lil brother. gosh. too many holidays can make me go crazy. if i have money right now in my hands, i would rather travel ard the world while waiting for school to starts.how i wish i was born rich. nothing to worry abt. enjoy! being too rich also have its disadvantages too. we cant be rich for long. misfortune will fall on us. hehe. i told myself that im gonna slip till late afternoon as im watching movie tdy.but grandma woke me up just to tell me that shes gg out. hello?! usually she dont have to tell me abt it coz we all know where she will be heading to. so no choice, i woke up and headed to the kitchen.breakfast? nope! only lunch! well mum had to go for werk early in the morning so she had to cook lunch for us in case we family die of hunger. haha. but tdy menu isnt my fav. yucks! guess i cook myself a maggie noodles.ok in a few hrs, i will be meeting up with kelly for our movie date. && sue have not contact me abt the bdae plan thingy! damn! one thing that i like to have in my duhzcrew is co-o-pe-ra-ti-on! tats all. 2 more days and it will be bestie 18th bdae. dh besar anak mak.ex 5n2, i was planning to have a short renunion b4 school starts. we can go out and have a dinner or something. so those who read my post,as in ex 5n2, pls get to me when u free aite. most probably doing after 6 april? see how the plan goes lar!p.s watch brainiac today, 10pm, arts central
♥ Monday, March 24, 2008 ♥

Happy 21st Birthday to Brother,
Muhammad Hafid Bin Hosni.
ok im back. gosh. feeling abit dizzy and my eye balls seems to move about. cant abt to control it. well its all becos i changed my specs lens and bought another specs. so i got two specs. bluek!
dad was clever enuf to recycle the old specs which i wore it since last yr and only changed the lens plus bought another specs. well basically, if one of the specs is in a bad shape, i still have another specs.
as usual i had a very hard time choosing the style and colors of the specs. in the end, the uncle who sells specs, was damn confident and recommended me a red specs. nothing to lose or not wanting to waste any time, i agreed with his choice.
plus uncle lowered down the price since dad always bought specs from his shops. uncle! thanks you ah! && it took abt 1hr for uncle to make the lens. so dad decided to drop by to pizza hut JEAST swimming complex where i used to work.
dad wanted to see his colleagues and cousin was working tdy! omg. he dyed his hair in a way i cant describe it. haha. if any chance, i will get his photo aite. ok2 had a short chat with smallest aunt abt the conflicts tats happening amg the siblings who is aunt's siblings lar!
&& aunt was suprised that i gave some mature comments, trying to cheer aunt up. wow! im mature!! haha. hello!? im gg 18 this yr. so be mature!! but the auntie tat sell specs, who is the uncle wife, haha, told me that i looked young wen i told her im schooling in ITE. chey!
plus, i tink i need to cut down on computer and food!
Every moment is a challenge.
♥ Sunday, March 23, 2008 ♥
ok situation on my father's side isnt on gd control. i mean my father's siblings who are my aunts aniway. && fira, u glad u have fiq as ur hot guy, im glad i have his sister. she is indeed caring afterall eventhough she always the one who play the bully role. the msgs she sent me really touches my heart. although she is 1 yr younger than me, she does understand my situations. damn! i love you lar lysa! well she told me abt the situation on her other side. just knew that everyone has not been contacting one another like they used to. as in each other (my aunts) have not been calling one another.its a long story. its just that someone is being sensitive as always. oops. if either my cousins or aunts at any chance get into my blog and read this, i apologise first if i say some harsh words. its just that, things arent supposed to be this way. its so simple but adults make it look so complicated. damn!i donnoe who is at wrong now. majority thinks that grandma is at fault for spilling the beans, i seriusly donnoe why grandma always have to act that way. does she noe the consequences? i guess not or she pretend not to know. all i know noe, things are not gg well and everyone is not talking. && the worst part, i cant go out with my other aunts in case someone is jealous or being sensitive of not asking their children along.it sucks! but im glad that everything is alright now with my parents. they are back together. thanks lysa and fira for being there for me. i will treasure u both. since things are not gg tat well on the side, i guess i stay put in jrg (aunts and cousins stay in bb) and mind my own business. it will be better that way.plus, mum bought a bdae cake for brother. sshh. it shud be a secret and suprise! && there will be a family photo taking. damn! shud not cut my hair. damn missing my hair! yesterday will be history.tomorrow will be another day.face it with a smile,and the world will smile with you
♥ Friday, March 21, 2008 ♥
weak. hurt. poor vision. these are what im suffering today. damn. hurt as in stomachache from yst. not heartache. ever since i nearly failed the colour blind test yst, i tried to use the computer but my vision wasnt clear like last time and it gives me headache. im still waiting for dad to change my specs. i need to chge it quick! so tdy my family and i spent our day sleeping. can you believe? haha. well basically becoz we are tired. and theres nothing much to do. thgt of sliping over one of my cousin's hs but looking at my family state, give it a miss.3 more days and it will be my beloved brother bdae. damn! i did not noe what to buy. where am i gg to look for bdae present in this short time. i got to give him on sunday coz if i were to give him on his actual day, he will be at camp. but theres ok. it will give me time to buy his present. excuses!!6 more days and it will be my bestie bdae who i call her penguinku. && i seriusly donno what to buy for her. so duhz crew wanna share money to buy her present. this way it helps us save some money..pls pls. luckily mum did not ask me to pay for the school uniform or else, i will b starting to look for werk once again.will be watching rule#1 with kelly and friends mayb next tue. anyone wanna join? FYI, its a NC16 show. kelly shudnt we watch the leap yrs? haha. plus everyone, pls don miss tdy show on arts central. the show title is 'i shouldnt be alive' . its a must watch tv programmes. the victims who are alive are indeed lucky!!&& berliana!! so hes the pakcik eh? confirm pe? sec 2? ok i cant believe berliana and i went crazy over this boonlayian guy that we met at LJS, wanting to figure out whether he is the pakcik or brother of the small cute kid. (:ok. gtg. toilet is calling me. stupid stomachache! i need some pills!!
♥ Thursday, March 20, 2008 ♥
eating mcChicken right now. i did ask for no lettuce but they gave me lettuce but no mayo. or did i said it too soft? naah. nvm. at least there is still chicken attched to the burger bread. haha. honestly my eyes are getting bad. seriusly need a new specs and eye check up.so went to campus dover with mum. && im not gg to take 198 anymore. its such a long journey. omg. ok the worst part was that, mum n i went ard the campus in a big circle. mum had to ask the cleaners, went to the customer service center and lastly asked the security guard.end up, we visited many different places. && the students there had to tell us where we shud go. im so paisey!! theres this station for colour blind test and i nearly failed!!! omg! im so scared and felt like crying. if i were to fail it, i will not be able to take tat course of mine.luckily they were kind enuf to pass me, giving a reason that i need to do some eye check up. mayb bcoz of my specs. wen was the last time i changed my specs? i tink the specs that im using now have been with me since i was sec 4. tats bad!!&& to the uniform stations. theres so many colours to choose. as for the tshirt, i bought all the different colours while uniforms, i only bought 1 red and 1 white. theres no black pants so end up bought dark navy blue pants.went gek poh to alter my pants and end up i had to withdraw money to buy myself a new jeans. damn! mummy, u bad lar. plus the macdonald meal is on me too. hurhur. ok i guess im not gg to use the computer for the time being. my eyes need a rest.i cant wait to start school!!!14 april! Dover, here i come.
♥ Wednesday, March 19, 2008 ♥
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!!(my aunt)im so in love with my hair. its so smooth and light. haha. ok today went pionner mall with sue accompanied me to cut my hair. tomorrow have to report to school campus for the photo-taking thingy for ezlink or school pass, something like tat and buy school uniforms.hmm shud i wear skirt or pants? pants of cos. sick and tired of wearing skirt. 11 yrs wore school skirt. no way. im gonna change. haha. pants is much more easier in moving ard. uh? wat shit am i talking abt. haha.honestly i cant wait to go to school. meet new friends, new environment, new teachers...everything new lar. && im gonna miss all my friends that im close with in my 5 yrs in blss. don worry. im gonna remember ya all. 5n2, pls keep in touch!!last night i dreamt that parents are back together but it was only a dream. dad, u r being childish. what more you want from mum?! i seriusly cant take it. if mum were to leave one day, im gonna follow mum. who needs a dad like you! ok i shud not say that. its just that im so angry!! all the harsh words just come off my mind. fira!! i need you. hope u accompany me tonite. i seriusly need a hug right now! wheres my girls when i need them the most? enuf! i had enuf!! then came ulcers, ruining my eating style!!
♥ Tuesday, March 18, 2008 ♥
ok things are not gg fine on my side. mum n dad are not together. last night, i kept wondering why they fought. or is it dad is so unreasonable who wont accept any excuses or explaination from mum and it sucks alot. if dad want to stay mad at mum, its ok. at least he shud not let mum slip in the living room. fcuk!as day passes, i just hate my family. when fights or arguement happens, i just have the feeling of hatred. im not sure how long im gonna hate them esp dad. brother is not ard, does he noe abt mum n dad? i wonder. if only im brave enough, i kick dad in his ass and support mum.my heart kept telling me to tell my oldest aunt abt it, dad's oldest sister. but i just could not bring myself to tell anyone abt it. well fira, thanks for being there for me when i need someone to talk to. thanks a lot. honestly, i kinda pity mum. to me, she is the best mum i ever had eventhough at times she sounded irritating with all her naggings.so i guess im gonna be in a bad mood state for this few days unless tonight they are back together. i really have no one now. if not for mum, i will have run away from home. this is not i want. a family that isnt call a family in the first place.ok enuf of the sympathy. i gotta be strong. i dont want to be a beggar, sitting by the roadside, begging for sympathy. life has to go on no matter what. what i can do for now, is pray to god and wishes everythings gonna be alright the next day i wake up.i need a shoulder to cry on.i need hug and warmth.i need you, girlfriends.
♥ Monday, March 17, 2008 ♥

milo keeps us together

lysAnis

mummies
150308Science center-vivocity-slip over aunt hs-baking sessionwent to science center with aunt's family and cousin. watched abt mummies and it was awesome plus a big headache. the screen was a hemisphere so if you watch it too long, you tend to get headache.its been a long time i nvr been to science center. the last time i went was during either my primary or secondary school life. after that, no more visiting. haha. we did a lot of photo-taking. so let the pictures do the talking aite.so next stop was vivocity. ate at the chicken rice shop. donnoe lar the real name shop. we ordered a family feast and omg, our table was full of food. its like we are the only one tat ordered alot. so let the picture do the talking once again.off to aunt hs for slip over as we planned to bake some cookies and cupcakes.it was like 11pm +++ and we were still awake, baking some cookies. && i was sick and vomitted out all the maggie that i ate. it tasted so curry-ish. the worst meal i ever ate.
160308another day of baking session.woke up and started our cupcakes. first trial wasnt the same as mum always made. it was too creamy. thgt of adding more flour to it but to play it safe, we didnt do much abt it.2nd trial was quite ok.cupcakes are nice to be eaten when its hot. its crispy on the outside but soft inside. yummy. && got to know mum n dad fought, leaving mum sleeping outside. fcuk! dad is so unreasonable! i hate you, dad!!
170308HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIYANAH!!went jp with qurratu,berliana and bdae gerl, diyanah. shopping for her bdae present. pity shazlin cant tag along. she was sick. so take care ok. meet up with ya some other time aite. met up with kelly. btw thanks kelly for treating me plain waffle. && diyanah, dont thank me too much. all u need to do is study hard and make ur family proud of you. tats all i ask.mum bought new pp8 card as her hp lost. && i did not even pay for her. what a bad daughter. now i feel guilty. omg. sowie mum, its not that i dont want to pay but i will top up for you ok. gosh. what am i thinking of when it was time to pay. stupid me! ok2. i need to have some rest. gosh. its been days i never had a gd long rest. off to bed.its not supposed to hurt this way.looking back at those pictures,reminded me of the good timeswe had together.i need you girlfriends.

♥ Sunday, March 16, 2008 ♥
not in a good mood right now.i just wish it will end.2008 so like duh
♥ Friday, March 14, 2008 ♥

5n2 are missed!
what a cold day today, although its not raining. my fan is at its low speed and im shivering. but its kinda great to have a cold season than hot season. the heat from the sun really make me wanna have a swim sometimes. when its hot, its totally hot. all you need is a splash in the pool.ok. holidays are gg to be over people. haha. but im still on holidays! bluek. well just hates hlidays. isnt holidays relaxing or go for a holiday to other city or countries? for me holidays make me stress. more stressful than gg to school. haha. basically becoz i have to stare those 4 walls and do household chores.&& no school, no pocket money. haha. so can i start school now? im still waiting for my pay. why must it be so late? worked in feb get pay in march. && its like i only worked for 6 days. cant they gave me my pay on my last day. troublesome lar.gonna give half of the money to mum for savings before i spent it all in just 2 days. haha. ok. watched romantic princess yst. did not miss it. thanks fira for reminding me. gosh. hes hot. his other siblings are hot too. hehe.btw thanks fira for accompanied me last night. && i know already where she stay. thanks to fiq for telling me the exact details. and i can see ur doorstep!! watch out!! im watching!! haha. joking!! you r lucky im not a stalker or pervert. haha.i need my girfriends now. i miss them badly.
♥ Thursday, March 13, 2008 ♥
PAISEY!ok2. i kept thinking today was 20 march. && i was panic that mum have not call me, telling me to get ready and meet her somewhere. well tat date is so the very important coz i need to report to my campus for the registration thingy.and when i checked my hp for today's date, it was 13 march. its like 7 more days to go. haha. haiz. hanis hanis. && someone disturbed my morning sleep. again! pls pls don call me b4 11am. im still sleeping. it was munirah, my penguin friend, who called me but i did not ans it.ok. its raining now. feeling cold although my fan is at its low speed. plus i had a terrible headache now. gosh. after this post, im gonna have some slip. bluek! && im now craving for western chicken rice at pionner mall. yummy. mummy, can u buy it on your way home from work? theres so many movies that i wanna watch. dad, when are you gg johor? i want you to buy me some dvds lar. && some kaya balls too. till now i cant still figure out where she live lar!! fiq, i tink we got the wrong unit seh!! paisey!! & when are you coming my house again? she misses you lar. haha.ok i got nothing much to say now. gotta fold the clothes before she come home from work and nags. " knape tk lipat baju. lau ibu tk srh, kau tk lipat kan. ape ni. jgn nk asyik main computer and tdo je", mum favourite sentence.time to slip. bye.
♥ Wednesday, March 12, 2008 ♥

The Malay Community believes that:
1. If a person is terribly sick and is being approach by a butterfly, it means the person is not gg to live long.
2. If a butterfly enters a house, it means a far away relatives or friends are coming by our house.
3. If a cat cleans its face in front of your door, it means an elegant visitor is arriving soon.
4. If a cat walks past you, it means you will get to see your friend along the way.
but the only thing that i believe is that if we talk abt someone or misses someone, that someone will either show up or call. i still remembered last yr during raya, lil brother and i was like asking when we gg to visit dad's friend house.
dad wasnt tat sure who he was and we described him. after dad got to knw who he was, the person called dad asking when we as a family gg to visit his house and vice versa. and such things do happen. or is it coincidence?
once again syafiq disturbed my morning sleep by calling me up, wanting to ask me where is the library located in jrg west but i did not pick up the phone. oh pls dont call me early in the morning. after 11am can. haha.
he is so selenger that he searched the whole JP, looking for a library. he had a date with his school friends to do a project but he ended up at my house, not wanting to go back to the library. selenger!! you r indeed lucky i stay jrg.
fira!! you got a selenger but hot guy.
had a short conversation with fatin and husna today before they set off to bedok reservoir for their cross country with the other schools. gosh. i miss the times i had when im still doing my service as a track and field members.
ok im bored!! entertain me please!! && im so addicted to the song no air by jordin sparks feat chris brown. i will sing it along eventhough i know i sang it wrong. plus anyone have songs from the simple plan new album?
After all the things I've done for you
you never try to do the same.
& I'm sick of feeling down .
♥ Tuesday, March 11, 2008 ♥
Blog song: tattoo-no one-where is the love (3 in 1)"bacekan nenek yg psl lee kuan yew ckpsal kassim selamat", grandma said."kassim selamat?, i said.*grandma paisey*
Happy 17th Birthday Siti Nurkhalisah Bte Husin.
Happy 5th Month Anniversary Fira & Fiq
10.03.08
went to watch step up 2 with cousins, lil brother and fira. lysa was so like duh yesterday. too active lar. btw fira sowie eh, if we were too kecoh-rable. thats us. lucky u went out with that little bunch of us only, if you were to go out with my other cousins, gosh..leh pening kepale seh.
&& in my entire life watching movies in cinemas, nothing had this happend like yesterday. the movie was at the ending part where the crew battled it out in the streets, when suddenly, it changed into a white screen and lights were switched on, leaving all of us with qns marks..??????
TECHNICAL FAILURE LAR SEH!! wth. although it was delayed a few minutes, i want my money back!! haha. && syafiq!!! yesterday was the first time lar u slip my house, without ur sis tagging along!! well i guess cousins are lucky to have me as their cousin who live in jrg.
why? most prolly because all their girlfriends/boyfriends stay in jrg which is just in front of my block. isnt that great? theres the only reason why they loves going my house. btol tk syafiq??!! haha. && we did something that we shud not do as we were not satisfied where exactly she lived!! oops. we even drew a map but it wasnt clear.

fiqqy,arif,apis
anis,lysa,apis,fiqqy,fira


nora danish v.s afira
If these walls could talk they would have so much to say
♥ Monday, March 10, 2008 ♥
so bored right now.today, woke up early than i expected. set my hp alarm at 9.15am. ended waking up at 8.45am. i was damn worried that i was late for today date with kelly. haha. so met up kelly at the usual place and time. but this time ard, i cycled there. my ezlink low lar.&& saw mdm rohimah there. boonlayians shud noe who she is. there were so many ppl exercising and swimming. holiday mah. since we were tired today, we rested and have a chat abt our secondary life before we went off.thinking back on how we met each other and became gd friends really sounds funny. well when we got to know that the 4/4 and 4/3 (2006) will be joining class to become a 5N2 class (2007), we were not happy abt it.but as time passes, we got close. its like one for all. all for one. the only thing tat i remembered that we as a class stood up together was on national day. we wasnt happy that 5n1 won the most patriotic class when they as a class did not do anything except sitting down,minding their own business.&& we nearly fight with them, not satisfied lar. but lucky theres mdm shafiee to cool us down. honestly in my 5 yrs in that school, i really enjoyed my last yr in blss. mayb because we as a class were so close that we dont want to be separate. its like we are one big family.ok2. going off to meet cousins to buy a 7pm movie ticket in case it sold out fast. && i get to meet norah danish today, watching movie with her too. wee. haha. naah. its fira-my lollipop. its our first time meeting, gosh hope we wont feel awkward with one another. malu ler. sheesh.anis malu? haha. ok wanna have a short nap before gg off.

♥ Sunday, March 09, 2008 ♥
did i post anything yesterday? nope i guess. well yesterday was damn boring. didnt tag along with mum to the jemputan at choa chu kang. although cousins were there, i just have to give it a miss. coz i told myself i dont want to eat alot and need to lose weight by this mth.
but then stupid of me not to follow coz i was damn hungry at home. mum only cooked bee hoon. lil brother decided to cook some fries and nuggets. gosh. kelly said no fried food. oops. i just cant resist it. haha. there goes my effort and hardwork. no use gg to gym when u cant control the way u eat. haha.
so i told myself last night that im not gg to eat but the food that mum brought home from jemputan kept calling me, as if there was a ' EAT ME' sign on the plate. so not wasting any time, i ate it. haha.
&& i kept thinking yesterday was sunday. ok brother gonna go back to camp today. tmr gg to watch step up 2 with cousins and friends. at last i managed to persuade fira, my lollipop to tag along! yeahoo!!
ur fiqqy gonna be the happiest guy ever tmr.hope everything go smoothly tmr. && mayb tmr morning gg gym again if kelly isnt tat tired today. we make a plan that we gg to the gym twice a week and jogging ard the stadium once a week. so its like we exercise thrice a week. chey.
plus i did a video call with fatin yesterday. omg she was so notty, kept showing tat fcuking middle finger of hers. notty her. so i tink im gonna buy a webcam soon with my salary. mayb. ok2 as for today, nothing much happen. stay at home and stare at all the four walls.And if you ask me if I love him,i'd lie
I don’t let no body see me
wishing he was mine
♥ Friday, March 07, 2008 ♥

the left shoes that wont fit my feet


flight from taipei?
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recycle bin

KFC is better



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terminal 3
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plane landing: 1.31am
reached changi airport 2 hrs early than the time we shud come. since we came way too early, we decided to check out the terminal 3. oh my godness. it was super big lar. but nothing much. the shops were close when we arrived.
the only shops opened are the fastfood and foodcourt. we had our dinner there. && the nasi goreng ikan bilis was nice but spicy. plus the bandung there was nice too. now, bandung is my no.1 favourite drink. lil brother and i did a lot of camwhoring upon reaching the airport.
psst. we dont click and we seldom take pictures together. hehe. waited for brother for like 1 hr when he was supposed to arrive at 1.31am. ended he came out at 2.30am. so took the 7 seater taxi which dad booked beforehand. && theres tv lar. haha.
the sad thing was the shoe that brother bought for me...i could not fit in! fcuk!
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10am off to gym with kelly. although had 6 hrs of slip, im still active. was damn dizzy after running the trackmill. gosh when was the last time i ran or excercise? did alot of exercise and had a tummyache coz of the sit up tat i did. excuses!!
went jp to have a meal and today heaven wasnt on kelly's side. the puma shoe that she wanted to buy was out of stock. as in there was no more her size. honestly it was damn nice. thgt of buying it too but since no her size, surely no my size.
after that, slacked under the void deck, infront of blss. and off i go a few minutes after, before rain comes. so here i am writing this post, alone at home. have pity in me. entertain me pls. haha.
&& i was like looking at the movie showtimes at gv website when i came across this student special promotion. just present your student pass and u can get a 6 bucks movie tickets. BUT not valid this march holidays. shit!
chiiow.
♥ Thursday, March 06, 2008 ♥
HAPPY 14th BDAE FATIN.
bodyaches,headache and bad cough. that is what im suffering now. pity me. decided not to go out today coz dad seem unhappy with me and kept asking me where i went yesterday. haiz. mum doesnt ask so many qns but dad.....
so kelly, sowie abt today plan of gg to gym had to be cancel. but i try to make it for tmr plan ok. seriusly staying at home wont do me any good except that i have to cook myself a meal when im hungry. i agree instant finger food that had to be store in freezer are much easier than cooking urself a pot of curry chicken.
but i dont totally agree to it. although it looks much easier and did not need any ingredients other than oil, i will be so lazy to cook it. trust me. i will leave the french fries or any finger food to thaw and it does take a lot of time. by the time the finger food have soften, i will put it back into the freezer instead of cooking it. thats me. a lazy gerl.
parents asked me whether i want to follow them to the airport tonight to fetch brother from taiwan. so shud i go? well mayb i shud go coz theres no school for me tmr (bleuk) and i can sneak on what brother bought for me. hehe. a sneak peak.
ok2 i got a funny story to tell. its abt my mum. as u know mum is a babysitter. so she has become the personal babysitter for this english family. since mum is a singaporean, her english isnt tat gd. so she was asked to read a book for this little gerl who mum looked after.
then theres this word ticklemonster.
mum: ......... tick-lemon-ster
the little gerl: no ibu, its tickle-monster.
mum: *paisey* oh ok. tickle-monster.
then came the word again in the next paragraphy. mum totally forget abt it.
mum: ......tick-lemon-ster
the little gerl: no ibu!! ticklemonster!!!
mum: haha. ok. ok.
oh whateva.
♥ Wednesday, March 05, 2008 ♥
just reached home. its raining. although i went out today, im still dry. hehe. so went out with sue to accompany her to take her headphones back from her friend at novena. gosh. how far can it be? yesterday went paya lebar and today novena. in the end ezlink wasted alot.actuali thgt of gg town with the usual clique but then i seriusly no money to go town. so kelly, hows ur shopping today at town? find any sports or running shoes for tmr outing? haha. so tmr plan was to go gym. kelly and i really wanna lose weight this mth before school starts.two more days and brother will be back. yeahoo. march holidays plan? watch movie? can i postpone it? haha. right now in my acct, i only left with 8 bucks. i have not receive my pay for the 6 days of werk in tampines. haha.
ok2. right now im chatting with one small cute guy whose name is isnin.(above) his a boonlayian. hes so so cute. && he misses me alot. chey. and other person im chatting with is my far far cousin whose name is also hanis as in only meet when theres an important event. get it? and she told me every fatin's friends know me but the problem now i donnoe them.chey. it seems like im so famous. ok im not bragging here. face it. haha. my cough is getting bad. the funny thing is when im outside, my cough doesnt acts up but when im at home watching tv or sleeping i tend to cough so bad. so i shud go out often. hehebored.