♥ Thursday, September 17, 2009 ♥
went to bukit batok once again, this week i went
to bukit batok thrice, sometimes i hate the fact
that i own my own transport because family had
been using it to ask me to run their errands, urgh
3 more days to hari raya, as raya is nearing, i'm so
freaking lazy to continue fasting, 3 more days and
no more starvation, i wonder if i lose any weight
during this fasting month, this year fasting month
had not been great for me, i was sick but i'm okay
yesterday
10am, had our taekwondo training, it was okay but
not many students turned up for training, i wonder
why, learned some skills on how to defence yourself
& i ended up with a bruised knee, painful you know
dropped by lysa's crib to help out with the bakings but
by the time i reached, her mum was done with it, so
lysa and i decided to do a photoshoot which i HAD to
be the model, FYI, i prefer to be behind the camera
taking pictures instead of being IN the camera, hohoho
then let me be your guardian angel.
♥ Tuesday, September 15, 2009 ♥
Happy 19th Birthday Nur Fatihah Ab Aziz
went to lysa's crib to help out with the raya pastries
but due to time constraint, i helped a little as i had
to rush back home to help prepare for the break fast
the smell of the biskuits that aunt made was tempting
how i wish fasting month was over at that moment !!
i was more into laptop than helping out, cheey! haha !
5 more days to go, ketupat ! i'm so going to eat you !
yesterday
meet up sessions with my kecohrables, break fast at the
harbourfront pizza hut, at the same time celebrating an
advance birthday for nur fatihah, had a little suprise for
her and sorry you have to finish the dessert up eventhough
you are already full from eating lasagne and pizza! bluek!
brought along my boyfriend and everyone seems to like him
we camwhored and time seems to move fast as we were
having so much fun, but most importantly birthday girl had
fun right? hope you cherish our moments together okay !!
i thought that i had everything
i didn't know what life could bring
but now i see . . .
♥ Monday, September 14, 2009 ♥
i've been wanting you since the time my eyes
fall for you, i know you want me too but i had
my reasons for rejecting you back then, i had
no choice, dad wasnt giving his blessings at all
i was heartbroken and since then everywhere
i went, i saw you but you just stood still and it
hurts me even more, i avoid places that i know
you will be right there waiting for me but i just
kept going to you, told myself i have to forget
you no matter what but your image just kept
playing in my mind, it is hard to just forget you
then with the help of brother, he tried his best
to bring us together eventhough mum & dad was
not happy with us being together, so yesterday i
brought him back to meet parents, well at first
mum was not happy with him but as soon i show
her the good side of him, mum slowly likes him
oh i love you, nikon d3000
sneak peak of our raya clothes
sorry for the bad quality
its from laptop's webcam
honestly, do i stand a chance with you?
♥ Thursday, September 10, 2009 ♥
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break fast outing with 4 ex secondary classmates
and mdm shafiee at jurong point KFC, we sat there
for like 2 hours, chatting and joking non-stop! heard
boonlayians are getting bad to worse, gangsterism !
since mdm shafiee's friend was driving and i was riding,
we decided to drop by jurong hill for chit-chat sessions,
the night view was awesome, but going up the hill with
my type of bike, it was kinda slow and boring la seh !!
today
had a cup of plain water for morning sahur and ended
up with a empty stomach resulting in vomitting at 8am
there goes my fasting, told mum i cant fast today as my
stomach was too weak to fast, and the worst part i ate
my medicine before siting for my exam today, which
made me so drowsy that i lost focus and slept every few
minutes, ended up not doing most of the questions !!!
believe me, as soon as i saw the ferris wheel while we
were going to suntec city, i was smiling to myself, it was
my first time entering town area by bike, i was so happy
that i cant stop telling gila gf how excited i was, haha !
but we had trouble finding the suntec conventional hall
carpark that we did 2 rounds at the rounabout, a u-turn
after we realise we are leaving suntec area, panic sia !
the amazing part is, without asking more about the ipod
touch specifications, gila gf bought it on the spot after
asking for the price, isnt she great?! suka ah tu dah beli !
went to sim lim to look for nikon dslr with cousins, kecoh
kape, went to every shops to look for nikon d60 and only
one shop sells it and we got a good bargain but pity cousin
did not bring enough money, aiseyman! right now brother
and i are discussing which nikon dslr we going to buy for
this year raya, i'm willing to share half of the price okay !
nikon d60
nikon d3000
i aint mad. just disappointed. things dont always
go as planned but there is always next time !
♥ Tuesday, September 08, 2009 ♥
Weak. Giddy. Nausea.
woke up for morning break fast at 5am, stayed up
to study till 8am, had a 40 minutes sleep, woke up
feeling giddy, rushed to school for web applications
examination, browsed through the questions and it
came out almost the same as the last year papers !!
it was manageable, hoping to score high for it, stayed
in school for some system administation revision but
ended up i did not revise a single thing, aint got mood
fetched annafi from work, we went the long way back
home as it was too early for him, he then decided to
accompany me to buy DVD, thanks annafi, sent him home
the best part he stay near my area, anytime can lepak !
aunt break fast with family today, she bought 6 packets
of chicken rice and kuih-muih, as soon i finished my food,
i vomitted it all out, yes ALL out! thanks stomach/intestine
or whatever you call it, thanks for making my life so urgh!
miserable! it hurts soo much! but i'm glad best friend is
always there for me, thank you 100 plus ! love you la !!
one paper done. one more to do. jiayou!
God, please blessed the broken road that led me straight to you.
♥ Monday, September 07, 2009 ♥
okay im taking a break from studying right now,
my back hurts, been siting on the floor and using
a small table to study, so went to school for extra
class for tomorrow exam, web applications !!
managed to revise some of the most important
things that really need to know, thanks maverick
for asking me to try and write the answer on the
whiteboard, that way i know where my mistakes
are and thanks mezan for coming to school too (:
saw a terrible incident at the AYE today while was
on the way home from school, a big tree fell and
hit a few cars on the right lane, i'm so lucky i was
not at the AYE yet when it happened, thank god !
okay i just rejected a nikon D80 which i bargained
for 500 bucks which the seller is selling off at 650
bucks, well i had my reason, firstly dad just remind
me of my motor insurance money, urgh, sorry ayul
oh great, i vomited once again today, it hurts so bad
that i felt giddy after the vomitting process, i'm so
hoping tomorrow the vomiting process wont happen
when i'm sitting for my web applications paper, no !
kecohrables, 14 September 2009 buka luar okay !
" i miss my kecik sleng!!" - Nur Fatihah <3
♥ Friday, September 04, 2009 ♥
oh great i just vomitted a few minutes ago
stomach/intestines whatever it is, stop it ok,
you are hurting me, it hurts real bad! urgh!
went to the doctor today with mum, believe
me, i was scared to see the doctor with this
condition of mine, after i google search about
my condition, i'm scared it might be true so i
told mum if i can do a whole body checkup as
in blood test but mum said for now i'll just had
to tell doctor what i experienced this few days
doctor is not that sure what am i suffering from
but for now it might be an intestine infection,
as in germs, so people wash your hand before
and after eating, germs are everywhere and are
easily spread, and dont worry, i'll take care ok
oh great this sunday parents are going to break
fast at JB with their friends, lil brother is going
to break fast at the mosque and as for me, i have
no idea where i'm going to break fast, great !!
watching syurga cinta movie really opened up
my heart, did told myself to taubat but i dont
know why i cant seem to do it, why is it so hard
for me and with this condition of mine, is it time
for me to really change for a better person before
it is too late, oh god, please guide me! please!!
i've been wanting to tell you something but
it is best to tell you when the time is right
♥ Thursday, September 03, 2009 ♥
taking a break from studying, been studying
since my sahur, been rushing both practical
and theory notes, was disappointed that i had
to retake my phase test today because i failed
i'm so hoping the best for today class test and
phase test, focus hanis ! you can do it ! i do
need some encouragements here ! anyone ??!
so yesterday break fast with none other my gila
gf of mine at Jurong East Swimming Complex KFC,
had our usual student's meal but this time, i was
disappointed with myself as i could not finish my
meal, my zinger burger isnt even half and i did
not even clear my favourite cheese fries instead
i vomitted all out, there goes my $6 student's meal
sorry gila gf that you have to see me in this worst
conditions thrice but i promise you that i'm going to
see the doctor soon and hoping it will not be that
serious which i expected it to be after discovering
i had most of the illness symptoms. scary pe !! !!
stay tuned to hear the good/bad news from doctor
i have only less than an hour to study. ciao
signing out ; 0759hrs
