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colour my world
♥ Wednesday, November 25, 2009 ♥

Its been quite a while now

Since we shared stories

And time is slowly passing me by

And it's driving me insane


Its weird to think that two people

Who were so close like sisters

Could turn out not even on speaking terms

To be like we promised never.


And I sit back and think a lot

That was the reason i've been missing

And pretended everything was fine.


And yes I feel like a loser

More like coward, running away from it

Worst, blaming everyone


I fell in love with you as a friend

You were my girl, my sister, my everything

I thought what we had would never end.


And then one day it just stops

We dont contact like we used to

Wondering if i'm doing the right thing


You tried hard to save our friendship

But you should know me better, stubborn

Never for once forget about the great times we've had

The crazy and silly things we did


Trying to put this time behind me

Trying so hard not to blame

But truth is i do

I blame you or was it just me


You asked long ago if there was issues

I claimed nothing to say

Because if i spoke of how i felt

I'm scared that everything will change


I should sort out our friendship

That something had to be rearranged

You must be tired of asking, wondering and questioning

Tip toeing around the right thing to say


Truth is you were a friend,

The way a best friend should be

I hope you will not give up on me

I want the old us back

I miss you soo much


the least you can do is lie to me

that everything will be okay







♥ Tuesday, November 24, 2009 ♥





Happy


You might feel the pain

Don’t you love in vain’cause love won’t set you free

I can’t stand by the side

And watch this life pass me by

So unhappy But safe as could be


So what if it hurts me?

So what it I break down?

So what if this world just throws me off the edge,

My feet run out of ground

I gotta find my place I wanna hear my sound

Don’t care about all the pain in front of me

I just trying to be happy I just wanna be happy, yeah


Holding on tightly

Just can’t let go

Just trying to play my role

Slowly disappear

But all these days

They feel like they’re they’re same

Just different faces Different place

Get me out of here I can’t stand by the side

Ooh, no


And watch this life pass me by

Pass me by


So what if it hurts me?

So what if I break down?

So what if this world just throws me off the edge?

My feet run out of ground

I gotta find my place

I wanna hear my sound

Don’t care about all the pain in front of me

I’m just trying to be happy

Oh, happy Oh


So when it turns that I can see???

This rope??

Victim??

Don’t say anything

So what if it hurts me?

So what if I break down?

So what if this world just throws me off the edge?

My feet run out of ground

I gotta find my place

I wanna hear my sound

Don’t care about all the pain in front of me

I just wanna be happy

Happy

I just wanna be

Oh

I just wanna be

Happy.







♥ Friday, November 20, 2009 ♥

thanks to the accident i had, i got my llife


back for three days, going to work for only


2 days this week, it feels so great and free




ever since the attachment took over my


life there are so many things i miss doing




taking the same route to school everyday,


skip in between lessons and the only place


you can find me is at the school hall playin'


ping pong, those frequent meet-up outside


the girl's toilet when we were supposed to


be in class studying, school food especially


cafeteria cheap western food, after school


hangouts especially with my kecohrables !!




that's school for me & list goes on (:




lastly i miss this big bully cousin of mine









♥ Thursday, November 19, 2009 ♥



If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I

why do i have to try so hard?







♥ Sunday, November 15, 2009 ♥

14 november 2009

elana's 4th advance birthday


personal favourite boy i met at the bdae party


15 november 2009

met up with the boy who i chatted at alamak chatroom,



and because of him, i was late in meeting someone, so i



sped and then i hit a car, the woman told me she did give



a left signal but i dont think so, even the rider behind me



agreed with me, so since it was my 1st road accident, i



did not ask for compensation or whatever, but the woman



was kind enough to give me plaster, okay la tu, HAHAHA!






believe it or not, after the accident, i still proceed to



accompany my friend to buy his helmet near sim lim square



although my x1 was not in a good condition, right after that



off to meet my gila gf to some chit-chat sessions, kecoh doh



oh great, i'm in pain. sigh







♥ Thursday, November 12, 2009 ♥


11 november 2009




all i could remember was danial and i was soaking


wet in the rain, it was the time we were having


our lunch and there the rain came down, heavily


we had no choice but to just ride in the rain as we


we buying lunch for one of our colleagues, upon


reaching office, we could not do anything to dry


ourselves so imagine sitting in an aircon-ditioner


room, soaking wet for about 4 straight hours !!!!




met up with the usual cliques after work and sorry


i wasnt in my best mood plus i had a fever out of


sudden due to the raining and not drying myself up




12 november 2009




cough, headache & fever but still came for work, as


usual did nothing but we managed to find another


malay/indian stalls nearby our office and because of


danial, i cant have my waffle, there goes my craving




met up with khai and annafi, like finally i get to meet


khai, well i missed him since i started my attachment


kawan-kawan, jangan jealous okay, i miss you all too la




and sadly my clutch cable putus AGAIN, so no more


riding to work tomorrow, thanks alot X1, u making


my life so miserable right now, dont friend you uh !




wonder if i'll be alone tomorrow at work, danial is


taking a day off tomorrow for his investiture thingy


oh danial, please dont leave me alone at work, sigh







♥ Tuesday, November 10, 2009 ♥


Simon Barker As Patrick Jane ; The Mentalist

i feel so lost out of sudden, worst part i dont

feel like seeing anyone of you, feelings suck

but i'll be able to see that man tonight, on TV

dont worry, i'll be okay







♥ Monday, November 09, 2009 ♥

07 november 2009


zoo outing with just cousins, no adults, it felt so


awesome okay, without having someone to nag


at you, doing things that it's not allow etc, HAHA




cousin treated us all the whole day, he paid for


everything, yes everything! it does not start well


as it began to rain so decided to take a break &


have our light breakfast, fyi we bought finger food




it started to stop as soon as the splash show was up,


best part of the show was the sealion, he was well


trained and funny okay, pity did not manage to video


the whole actions, after covering the whole zoo, we


had KFC for dinner plus ben & jerry for dessert, nice




night time, off to funan and penisular to look for camera


lenses, thanks to cousin who paid everything during our


zoo outing, that now i have 2-in-1 lense for my D3000!!


psst, he paid for me first & parents aint know about it !!!



8 november 2009


attended cousin's wedding at bukit batok, it was not fun


like the previous cousin's wedding but once again i learnt


something from the photographer, well he was dad's old


friend and he was willing to teach me, thanks uncle, haha




and not only that, one of my relatives, lent me his built


in flash for the wedding photography, it was okay, the


pictures turned out well, wonder should i buy myself a


cheap built in flash for the time being? shall ask dad for


it since he kept saying that built in flash is a must ! HAHA





i cant stop thinking about you







♥ Friday, November 06, 2009 ♥




nasi lemak made my morning so kenyang, ok lame



it was delicious okay, it's been a long time i had



nasi lemak packed with daun pisang, so was glad



the broadband was not taken away by them, so we



did our own stuffs as always but still we were bored






after lunch, i'm glad gila gf called me up, at least



i have someone to entertain me rather than staring



at my laptop, doing nothing, soon after, our teacher



in charge, mr harold gan came over to do some spot



check & it was hilarious because we somehow told



him white lies, if you people have been reading my



blog, ever since we start our attachment, we were



not given a proper job instead we were facebook-ing






after work, off to CCA branch for my lil brother's



drum major passing out parade, was on time but i



cant seem to take good shots today, pissed off sia



psst, i'm proud of my lil brother when i looked at



him, marching with the others, hohoho, hopes he



does not read this, well if you do, congratulations!






yeah, going to the zoo tomorrow with cousin, hope



my photography mood will be one tomorrow or else



i'll be siting at the corner, crying, HAHAHA, kecoh pe


someday i'll be gone but not for too long.







♥ Thursday, November 05, 2009 ♥

did not ride to work today due to the wet


and bad weather, so going public transport


was my only choice, paid 60cents for my bus


fare but the driver said it was $1, ended up


i put another $1, total $1.60 because i was


too lazy to search for 40cents, HAHAHAHA!




not only that, the ezlink machine did not


accept the new ezlink card, so testing my


patience early morning but on a brighter side


i got seat all the way to work, super great!




although danial is such an asshole,oops, well at


least he figured out how to create a wireless


access since they shut the internet access, it


was fun 'hacking' into the wireless and renamed


it as MilkTeaCOMM, praying hard they will not


know about it and take away the broadband or


else life is so going to be miserable, no way !!




i'm trying not to tell you but i want to


i'm scared of what you will say










♥ Wednesday, November 04, 2009 ♥

.awesome japanese movie.

another long day at work, no internet access



as usual, journey to work wasnt smooth, heavy



jam towards stevens road, how i wish there is



a lane for only motorbikes so that we riders



dont have to squeeze in between, it does freak



me out to squeeze in between because cars dont



really give signal when changing lanes, stupid!






upon reaching work, had my sleep since there



is no internet access, listened to my mp3 as i



slept till lunch break, had burger king for lunch,



i was still full from yesterday dinner that i only



ate the fries and the BK burger is still in my beg






as usual, every wednesday, off to school to fetch



nur fatihah ab aziz, off to have dinner with mr



helmi and mr muntazar, not to forget nur fatihah



at mr teh tarik jurong west, after dinner, i threw



up, there goes my money, sedih pe, sigh sigh !!





im so not looking forward to work tomorrow







♥ Tuesday, November 03, 2009 ♥

i'm so hating my day today especially at work



journey to work wasnt that smooth as usual,



how i wish work was just a few blocks away






i'm starting to hate attachment life, i'm away



from my friends, my close friends, hardly has



time for myself, no more hangouts, missed all



my late night tv programmes, how i wish time



could just slow down and i can enjoy those



beautiful view i've been missing alot lately






5 more weeks and sayonara to attachment



but sadly there will be no internet access



till we 'graduate' from there, they somehow



shut the internet access, so heartless la kan






i wonder if everyone has lost my numbers



because i hardly get any message or calls



not even half a day, tanam sudah handphone










♥ Monday, November 02, 2009 ♥

31 october 2009


cousin's solemnization at woodlands, sadly i did


not bring 'boyfriend' along as brother brought it


to his camp, freaking pissed off okay, so stayed


till night but i was glad mun was willing to come


to woodlands to slack with me, at least there is


someone to be there when i'm so freaking bored




01 november 2009



cousin's marriage ceremony, was glad cousin lend


his nikon since brother was using it for his outing &


i managed to get some tips from the photographer


it was okay, i just learnt abt the +/- exposure thingy




02 november 2009



i woke up and was glad it's finally november, at last!


attachment is so going to end soon, i aint going to miss


my attachments at all except that i have this irritating


working partner, muhammad danial, oops! sorry danial



today work was freaking bored, the technicians somehow


shutdown the internet server for dont know why, pissed


off okay, kenapa la dorang dengki sangat eh? merepek doh


so we spent our time watching movies on laptop, boring!



.40 more days.










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